Go away, far away…

This afternoon, you sent me another message telling me to go to die… A few minutes later, you sent another message asking me to die sooner…

It’s only this morning, you also told me that I am cheap.. This word, you actually have said it many times… I used to feel devastated when you said it for the first time… But now, I already feel numb to this word…

Afterwards, you sent me a video of a girl who accompanied you to have a fancy dinner and said there’s no way for me to compete with her… You told me her name.. The girl you always mention in order to make me feel jealous.. That girl who can make me want to puke…

Only a week ago, you also called me a bitch, asked me to shut up.. You said that you never want to hear another word from me… All the things I have said is meaningless to you…

But, until now.. you still don’t want to leave me alone… You are still playing with my heart, keep hurting it as if I am your trash, a heartless toy…

Why am I allowing a guy to treat me like this? I already know for a long time that he is an abusser…

I shouldn’t allow this to happen.. Papa wouldn’t want to see her daughter to be treated this way..

I used to be a bright and confident person, I don’t need a man to make me happy… I can live my own life independently like before… I have family and friends who love me dearly…

So, why am I still in this toxic relationship? I need to get out…. Help me….

Please help me to get out….

If anyone has a glass of forgetful water, please send it to me.. I will gladly drink it…

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